1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,520 so scrubbing our cameras with something 2 00:00:02,520 --> 00:00:04,520 we did every week or after , we got 3 00:00:04,520 --> 00:00:06,353 done doing that field exercise , 4 00:00:06,353 --> 00:00:08,076 getting , getting muddy , just 5 00:00:08,076 --> 00:00:10,076 something that we did every day and 6 00:00:10,076 --> 00:00:12,242 something felt different about it , We 7 00:00:12,242 --> 00:00:14,020 went out there and we were just 8 00:00:14,020 --> 00:00:16,187 scrubbing candies like we usually do . 9 00:00:16,187 --> 00:00:18,170 But my mind after the , after the 10 00:00:18,170 --> 00:00:22,010 reaper , it was just , it's 11 00:00:22,010 --> 00:00:23,954 something you can't explain , it's 12 00:00:23,954 --> 00:00:25,899 something that you've been looking 13 00:00:25,899 --> 00:00:28,066 forward to , and you're just out there 14 00:00:28,066 --> 00:00:30,121 scrubbing Commies and you're kind of 15 00:00:30,121 --> 00:00:32,343 nodding your head saying , wow , I made 16 00:00:32,343 --> 00:00:34,454 it , I'm here , these are the cameras 17 00:00:34,454 --> 00:00:36,677 that wore during the crucible , I don't 18 00:00:36,677 --> 00:00:36,340 have to wear that , I don't have to get 19 00:00:36,340 --> 00:00:38,562 the money for another couple of weeks . 20 00:00:38,562 --> 00:00:40,784 It's there's just a lot of things going 21 00:00:40,784 --> 00:00:43,410 through my mind today is finally gonna 22 00:00:43,420 --> 00:00:45,720 be the day that Mr group becomes a 23 00:00:45,720 --> 00:00:48,690 marine before my dream , my goal , 24 00:00:48,700 --> 00:00:51,140 despite how hard it is , it's a goal 25 00:00:51,150 --> 00:00:55,010 worth pursuing and even though I was 26 00:00:55,010 --> 00:00:58,970 gonna sweat bleed in the enemy , worth 27 00:00:58,970 --> 00:01:01,710 it , Uh huh So every step I took , 28 00:01:02,100 --> 00:01:04,267 every swear by dropping sweater lost , 29 00:01:04,540 --> 00:01:06,762 it was all for a purpose and it was all 30 00:01:06,762 --> 00:01:08,760 worth it . 31 00:01:12,240 --> 00:01:15,840 Not really anything like when , when I 32 00:01:15,840 --> 00:01:17,729 first received my Eagle Globe and 33 00:01:17,729 --> 00:01:21,200 anchor from my senior joneslocker , it 34 00:01:21,200 --> 00:01:23,880 felt like he wasn't happening at the 35 00:01:23,880 --> 00:01:26,630 time , like he was having anyone else 36 00:01:27,540 --> 00:01:31,090 and I was just in the movie watching it 37 00:01:31,090 --> 00:01:32,701 from a different perspective 38 00:01:32,740 --> 00:01:36,260 perspective . Yeah , 39 00:01:36,740 --> 00:01:40,620 I received it and I was like , I looked 40 00:01:40,620 --> 00:01:43,460 at it , I had just , 41 00:01:45,040 --> 00:01:47,560 I felt like I made it . 42 00:01:48,740 --> 00:01:50,060 I'm finally agreed .